I sit here, in my living room, watching Harry Potter (Prisoner of Askaban to be specific) with Adele's new song, Hello, playing in the background and a vanilla chia candle burning a soothing aroma. It's raining outside, yet everything seems so right, the perfect autumnal day. Sure, it has been a while since I've sat down and thought about writing on my little space on the internet, but it has been so long, and the urge was so strong.
I'm sorry for abandoning you for a while, but sometimes it's okay to just wait until the time is right, sometimes it's okay to have a break. I'll be honest, I do not plan on being a regular blogger for the next year, because when in your final year at school whilst juggling a part time job and other hobbies, finding a spare moment is hard to come by. But, I do not want to leave you for so long. Besides, I write this blog as an outlet to rant, muse and share.
It's strange how words just spill out when I am writing on my blog, yet my life has been so consumed with stress over writing my personal statement for university for the past month or so, and that is only 1 page of writing. It's funny really, how 47 lines of writing with the addition of good grades could be the equation of how your future is determined. I'd be lying if I said it's easy, but then again, life would be pretty boring without it's challenges.
With less then 6 weeks left until I enter the would of adulthood, I feel a strange sense of oddity. It's bizarre to think that an age, 1 day, can change the description of you. I mean, sure, I will still be a teenager, but an adult also? I'm not afraid of growing up, I'm no Peter Pan, in fact I'm excited. But I'm also curious to know what I can and can't do without things being deemed childish. Then again, I'm not the sort to care about whether people think what I am doing is stupid or not.
To be honest, I have no idea where this mini rant is going so I will stop now, I just fancied a chat really. I hope you have a good day, and I will talk some more soon.